[Mood: Excellent] [Mentally: Very Sharp] [Physically: Recovering] [State of Mind: Already Thinking Ahead]
Today was a normal day, nothing special to talk about. After reaching home from madrasah, I switched on cable TV and watched 'Treasure Planet' on Disney Channel. After that was over, switched over to 'Rocketman' on Star Movies. Then I played Championship Manager with my friend, which I have not been doing for some time. Then at 9PM, it's 'Steve Irwin Crocodile Hunter: Collision Course' on Star Movies. It sure feels like a movie marathon today.
Currently my family is in a mix. My dad's being summoned to court for being the guarantor of my (stupid, idiotic, f**king, and any other bad words you can think of) cousin, who ran off to KL with a rented MPV. Previously, I thought this (refer to all words in the previous bracket) cousin of mine is rich, I mean, with lotsa stuff in his house and all, and his kids having all the cool gadgets. But after this incident, it just shows who he really is, which is a (refer to the previous bracket) kind of person.
The thing is, my dad's caught in the middle of all this, because he is his guarantor. Yesterday, he told me something which is difficult for me to forget:
Even if he is family, never be a guarantor for him. This is, of course, excluding your own siblings. I really feel sorry for him, and just thinking of the things I want to buy but can't (because I'm working on a $200/month budget), and wanting to ask him for extra cash, just makes me break down. That (stupid, idiotic, f**king, and any other bad words you can think of) cousin is supposed to be back in Singapore today to settle this matter, and from what I've heard, he is not back yet. That makes my blood boil, BIG TIME. If he doesn't settle this matter ASAP, i swear I'll...
*controls breathing*
Maintain Azhar, cool down. I'm not gonna let some (refer to previous bracket) person ruin my week. I have a busy week ahead of me. I cannot let my emotions take over me. Otherwise, it's gonna turn out really bad.
With the finalization of Exco-32, the Exco31/32 meeting this Friday is the next thing to look forward to. And by the way, Zafirah, if you're reading this, you have not disappointed me. Sometimes, things don't go your way because of another reason. For me, I just get along with it. So don't worry.
I got a song stuck in my head the whole day today. 'Accidentally in Love' by Counting Crows. yeah, that soundtrack from Shrek 2. Almost reminds me of what I'm going through. Heh. I'm sure no one knows about it. But the song sure is catchy.
Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love
(Lyrics from Sing365.com)
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever enter all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
* Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
* I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (x2)
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...
I'm in love
Am I still in love?
Hard to say now.