[Mood: Fine] [Mentally: Okay] [Physically: Fatigued] [State of Mind: Very Worried]
It has been 2 weeks since I last updated. Been busy with Hari Raya, I supposed. But that's not all which happened.
I came down with coughs on the first day of Raya. What day was it? 14th November. Coughing preety badly in the morning, but I thought nothing of it. Maybe it'll go away. On Monday, my family went out with the rest from my dad's side. Went around the houses of relatives on my dad's side. And that was when it got bad for me. I was afraid of a recurrence of asthma attack. The last time it happened was like 3 years ago, so maybe that's why I wasn't really expecting it to happen again. When it got worse that night, my parents asked me to go to the doctor the next day.
But I can't. Not yet. Lolz. I have a seminar in school at 8:30AM at Convention Centre. Something to do with Poly Forum. It ended around noon, only then I went to the doctor. UNFORTUNATELY, it was closed (for Hari Raya). Upsetting. Wednesday was nothing better than previous days. I started to have nose bleed (maybe it's in season, I heard?) and my coughs are having traces of blood. I HAVE to go to the doctor.
On Thursday morning, the nose bleed came as usual, and I was coughing up blood real bad. I really have no idea what is wrong with me, and especially since I have to attend a dinner at the Istana the following night, I would want it to go away. I had to cancel the Exco meeting which will be held that afternoon. Sorry for the very last minute notice which was in the morning. The doctor was opened, and I got my medication. Just have to fight back for fitness.
Friday started quite okay, and I was a bit fit to go to the dinner. It was great, the food was wonderful. Went there with Zaf, my secretary, and we met RP's President and Vice-Pres. Saw a few familiar faces, and it was warming to know that Dr Maliki Osman still remembers me. Lolz.
Saturday and Sunday are family days. Mnaged to cover quite a number of houses. At the same time, I had to plan for my secondary school's Jalan Raya. I tried to have it on the 27th, but 2 people cannot make it. So in the end, I confirmed it on the 28th, which of course, I cannot go. But I didn't really tell them, or they won't even agree to have it on that day. *shrugs*
Yesterday, I dropped by school to hand in my passport. They are going to make visas for the Thailand cruise. There was a PHR meeting later, but I thought they can handle it, so I went home. And I received some disturbing news later that night. Just one more week to go, and all these have to happen.
These 2 weeks are going to be a test of the rigidness of the PHR committee. With Azfar going to Australia on Thursday, and Zaki and I going to Thailand on Sunday, I can only think of few but capable people who will be trying to make PHR a success.
Maybe it's the lack of time. Or lack of commitment. Or lack of something.
But if it's not resolved, I'll be lacking of sleep.